
tis particular matter i had kept in my heart for vry long.
shld i giv up or nt?
even though i hav chose to giv up but stil cmi in e end.
an empty promise to myself.
although i hate empty promise..
some of my frens advised me to wait
but hw long am i gonna to wait?
waiting is such a waste of time,
somemore stil in tat situation.
e oni tings we can do is continue to being frens is beta.
and nwadays had jus kno a fren,
is an aquarius lol.
we text to each other everyday
well,
he's jc and having A-lvl in less den 2 mths time.
hope he can mak it tis time haha.
and wanting to meet me out lol -.-
its gd to kno more frens in order to forget him thruly.
i suppose i hav took a wrong step at 1st.
shld nt gav him or me a hope in e 1st place.
i shld hav kno e situation well enuf!
and yet im stil putting my head in it.
tis time..
nt sure if im gonna mak an empty promise agn?
unless he willing to change e situation..
