30 Nov' 09
Finally exam has over. Tot can b freedom, but no!
Tmr suppose to be my outing wif classmates and my gals watching paranormal activity and suntaning.
But i hav to stay at home as my mum is having her confinement period currently, so i hav no choice but to reject the outing which i really wanted to go tmr.
Actually i can go to either wild wild wet or escape wif my sisters tday,
but im nt at home who's gonna tc my mum wif her stuff or baby?
if im nt ard at home, anything went wrong they'll blame me for it for sure!
izzit bcuz im e eldest? so i hav to tak e blame? sometimes i really hates tat feelin!
even if its nt my fault, they can blame til my head. i wonder why..
if i can choose at 1st, i swear i wun wan to be e eldest! its so unfair to me.
e way of being biased.. e way of carrying responsibility..
sometimes i really envy n jealous of my frens.
they dun even hav to do their housechores. if oni i can change soul wif dem..
i felt so tired...
if u tink u can do it beta den me, den dun ask me to do it instead!
prove it to me hw well u can do it den!
pls do rmb, action speaks louder den words.
im felt so guilty after awhile, u both stil so care for me and yet im sayin til so harsh.
thx n apologise for both of u..
im felt so remorse for doing this.
And thx Edmund for consoling me =)
i wil giv u more points base on tat =D
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